beloved house

For the past 2 weeks was very disappointed, as I was asked to move from my current quarters at kk before 16th june, due to some administration reasons.
Was feeling low, dont even have mood to continue decorating or cleaning

Last thursday, after seeing my boss , i manage to stay in this house and the order to evacuate the house was annulled. I have gain some friends in this battle and get to know some character.

All I can say is, whatever we have doesnt belong to us, it belongs to Him and He can take it away at anytime, not to make us suffer , but to bring us closer to Him.

Alhamdulillah

spare tyres

As everyone expected working in kk means you r seeing patients, while you are sitting, thus more like a desk job,unless there is an emergecny case that u have to attend at emergency room .

We also have more course to attend compare to those woring in the hospital , as courses is the only way we can have " learning session" unlike hospital, where the specialist will give you "input" during rounds.
Atending course = 3 meals/day: breakfast,lunch and tea.

sum it all up : calories intake > calories been burn out

this equal to overweight doctors.. huk huk..

When I first join the service as HO , i was abit plum..bcs of sedentary life style at college during study period and at home after graduated..Then I started working, i lost about 10kg,yehuuu!!! There were days that I dint manage to eat for > 24Hours! (huh , baik aku niat puase je masa tuh,hehe)

While being in ED HPJ (means working shift hours = increase chances to eat) a staff come over and asked if im expecting!!(while tapping my "baby bump") sob sob.. i can just smile to her, saying.. ini semua kegemukkan akak (i can't even say that, im not even married!!) hahahaha

So now i can sense that my fat has start to accumulate and i have to do something :D

Living in a secret garden

Its been about 10yrs since the last time I actually watch Korean dramas.
The last one was "successful story of a bright girl" by Jang Nara.

Last week I had a chance of watching another romantic comedy "Secret Garden"..the storyline is almost similar ,with mystical element ..What so unique about Korean romantic comedy,although we might know how it will end, but the character is so adorable ,it was made to steal the heart of audiences.

Reality of life always made us become bitter and feeling defeated,this series, it brings me back to being teenage girl and it also show the extend that people in love will do to stay together . =)

HOship - check!

Now that I'm done with HOship,whats next?
Whole 2 years been trying to figure out what I really want to do next, until now I have no answer for that.
Mainly because I enjoyed all department(with Obs& Gyne as an exception!).They call it "free thinker".

Few friends are studying for MRCP, sometime I wonder if I should join them ,because I'm so fascinated by the fact that they can make a decision, and time is not going to wait for me either..

But then ,
whats the point of following ppl blindly ..

So i decided to give myself another year to think about it..

Meanwhile I'm now a Medical Officer(yehuu!) but it also mean I'm going to leave my family soon to work in Malacca

Life as a health care worker means you have to sacrifice (time - to sleep , to be with family, relationship ,and even yourself)..you belong to the institution.

Semoga semua urusan dipermudahkan oleh Allah.

Things I want to do (cont)

7.perform Umrah&hajj
8.Go on cruise
9.Attend philharmonic orchestra
10.Learn ballroom dance
11.Visit Great Wall of China
12.Visit San Francisco Golden Gate Bridge
13.Fix a tie
14.Sleep under the stars
15.Learn roller blading ,ice skating
16.Attend concert
17.make ice cream from scratches
18.stay in small island,with only basic necessity

so far I'm gonna start  on my 1st on the list by tomorrow ,wish me luck